#NewBeginningsPart 5-The Devil Is Out

#NewBeginningsPart 5-The Devil Is Out

 

After a few long strenuous days, I did finally find #Him. But #He wasn't the same. I don't know if it was because of what I revealed those years, what felt like eons, ago but #He wasn't the man I knew, or maybe #He was and #He just grew a different shell than before.

 

I had never revealed my true form before, sure I mentioned I was the devil, I was fucking proud of myself and my work. Did people believe Me? Well, that was on them. I knew the people who stepped my path and deserved punishment did. Most arrested or put up in the Looney bin because who really would believe my face. It's why I never revealed my true form before to a loved one, because who would love a face like like mine. Who would truly love the devil.

 

Rolling my brownish hues I walked in the office, paperwork already being handed to me. It was always paperwork these days, and setting up clients. I tried to hand off most of my work lately because I wasn't myself since the call.

 

Now, knowing #He wasn't fazed at being back in my presence or even a care of me, it just made things come back in perspective and full view. Who could love a devil like Me? I had to put my emotions, these stupid wretched things back into my work. I couldn’t do emotions. I couldn't do the heart break again, the devil heart break? Who would even think that. No. I had to put myself back into the punishment work, the deal work. What I was good at.

 

*I waved at my secretary as she did her usual chit chattering on and on about this and about that, if only I was as evil as people said I to be. Humans persona was that I was evil that I made evil things and if that was the case boy I would sure have fun torturing and shutting up miss chit chatter, but alas it just wasn't me

 

I waved her off as usual as she came up behind me, closing the door to her face and she went on as usual. No I was the type who wasn't evil, maybe egotistic *I shook my head in answering my own question* maybe a bit prideful and loved my money, but I wasn't evil. No. I punished those of evil.

 

And that was my job to protect and serve these humans, even if *I rolled my eyes again as I grabbed a bottle of whiskey and poured it in my small glass as I took a sip starring out my office window,* even if i meant taking these foolish emotions I felt for #Him and putting it all out on the table

 

I set the glass down as I sat down at my office chair opening my first case and client, I needed back in the field. I needed to get that rush of kicking someone's ass to protect my clients. So here is where it had to begin. This was what I was meant for, not to pour myself open any longer. To just be what I was built for, *looking up* "This is your fault father, I don't know if this is some game or test, but I won't be a part of it any more" I said as I looked up to god "I won't let anyone in, if this is what you wanted this is what you got”opening my hands up screaming into the thin air.

Right then, my door opened and I looked forward "oh it's just you" #TBC